Saturday, August 27, 2005
I have never been happier.
I have never laughed so much.
I have never dreamt so sweetly.
I have never felt so worthy.
I feel like a superstar when i'm with you.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 1:52 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
fuck it.
fuck feelings.
fuck everything.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 10:30 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
I had a lil talk with Jan baby last night.
About what we want in life and all.
And yes the most pressing issue; relationships.
Bugger ass definately.
GAH.
I can't believe what I did last night.
I can't.
):
I don't think you even care anymore.
You forgot everything.
You forgot me.
The girl who still love you so.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 8:10 PM
my most adorable cookie ever.
I'll NEVER trade anyone else for her.
i heart her aplenty. (:
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 2:10 AM
Monday, August 15, 2005
I need a b r e a k.
Total isolation of myself.
I might just go crazy but I'd rather
myself driving me crazy then people
whom are of no status to do so.
I have no idea why I'm still bothering
about you when, my MOST (i have to emphasize the word
MOST; cause it's true) most patient
friend gives up on you.
And I can assure you that is that she is
Capable of calmly awaiting an outcome or result; not hasty or impulsive.
Although the impulse part might leave you to ponder a lil.
Your (no, this is not my most patient friend)
statement itself is full of doubt.
I've not been certain if all those that have been said about you
are true; but clearly your actions proves you gulity doll.
If you can actually see why people are actually turning
their backs on you,
Take a glance in the fucking mirror and ask;
"Who have I become?"
You've changed.
Now, your nothing but a great disappointment to
your friends.
Your true friends that is.
Perhaps you have been too self centered and self-absorbed
to even realise them or acknowledge their presence at all.
Believe me,
There are people that can be BOUGHT.
Well, we aren't.
Definately not me.
I'm really tired of you, seeing you run back to him
once you have gotten your poor sickening finger scorched.
I feel disgusted.
Extremely.
If you want to have your freedom,
Go ahead and have it.
Don't come back crying to us, saying and pointing fingers
that we had abandoned you.
I'm willing to still talk it out with you.
it's nt as if we haven't tried.
but this is the last tyme.
the last straw.
We have our limits you have to understand.
Just hope you'd nt be such a numbskull to it.
-SIGHS-
Okay enough of the sad stuff.
The party was alright I guess.
Though I was really in the mood for it but
the last part made up for it.
Went ter Sembawang R.r to "chill"
at like 1 in the freaking morning.
And our transport there;
LORRY.
It's so so so so fun!!
The wind, the hot cars and everything.
My cookie and I were so fucking high.
:D
OH YES the hot cars.
I mean really hot hot; spanking hot.
WOOHOO.
-drools-
NEON LIGHTS.
I'm going to have that one day.
Even if my ride's a bus/garbage truck.
How rocking.
I have to blurt this out !
.........
........
......
.....
....
...
..
.
i'm gonna play matchmaker ! ! :D
Wish me luck people;
Cause she's nt going to know what's gonna hit her.
WOOTS !!
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 2:16 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
National is like just another day.
I can't stand all the fucking big fuss
they are making about on tv.
Maybe it's just the media.
Either that or i'm being such a mental bitch
who cannot stand happy people.
That is including myself.
Well, I went studying with
my cookie and ape.
:D
Turned out fine really.
I did math, of which just renewed my hatred for it.
I detest it.
Prob cause i've been failing it at the rate of my hair loss.
And I can assure you that it's pretty outrageous.
Oh and I binged on apples.
I don't know how the hell ONE person can
have like 6 apples.
BUT, me, being, well, me; did it!
(:
Of course the price to pay: feeling fucking sick.
Joyce's party on sat.
It just dawned on me today that I wasn't really enthu about it
just as I was last year.
I mean of course it's nt the b'dae girl but somehow that twitch of
boredom creeps up my cords.
Like there's the pre-party question;
"Who's gonna be there?", "Oh, dammit, what shall I don on?",
"Do I look fat in this?", "I hope I won't make a blunder over there.."
And lastly;
The burning question of: "Are there gonna be HOT guys there?"
It's so tiring to be me.
Firstly cause I think I read too deep in.
And whenever I want I can be ubberly dense.
Occasionally; it does gets me into a teeny kind of situation.
Secondly,
I'm picky.
Well, I can seem to not be bothered but hell
I HAVE FUSSED OVER THAT ISSUE truckloads
before you've set yourself on it.
To put it in a more sophisicated sense;
I always prefer to keep my cool.
Thirdly, I am expensive to keep.
(That's if I love you more then myself, I would keep you instead.)
Hardly anyone has commented about this.
(actually I've just turned a deaf ear.)
Hey, but I live on my own dough and I don't depend
on others for well, my expenditure.
Additional facts will be that if you're my tear gland,
I PITY YOU ALOT.
Anws.
Enough of grunting.
My tag-board has webs.
If you get the hint, Yes tagg pls.
Do you remember us like I still do?
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 5:37 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
When I finally heard from you,
it's magical.
I don't think you know what this feeling is.
It's strong.
It's so real.
and it hurts.
Cause the truth is;
I don't think we'd ever be together.
don't; don't ever make me your dirty lil secret.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 8:12 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
god damm fuck.
this feeling..
someone take it away from me..
please.
it hurts
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 12:08 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
I hope I did the right thing.
-sighs
For awhile; life's been treating me
good.
At least it seems that wayy to me.
=/
Days go by so quickly.
All I want is be loved again.
Those familiar places that we used to go;
cause a clitch in my heart.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 7:51 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
i am recaping the moments i raped lyn
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
upside down
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
inside out
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
left right
i hate cameras and pics says:
first u offered to send ape porn, then u rape my log!?
She's such a beautiful disaster says:
JAJA YOU HORNY ARSE.
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
yeah
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
i rape apes and logs
Shawn | The Words Are Hushed Let's Not Get Busted says:
uhyeah
i hate cameras and pics says:
OMG
Shawn | The Words Are Hushed Let's Not Get Busted says:
i hope you dont do oldies
And just when I thought I could change the convo;
She's such a beautiful disaster says:
*NUDGES JAJA
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
lol
Shawn | The Words Are Hushed Let's Not Get Busted says:
i think i can stone in math period
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
*raped lyn
i hate cameras and pics says:
haha, lynnie, u die
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
lets c
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
i rape, raped and raping lyn
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
wootz
She's such a beautiful disaster says:
i'm turning les.
She's such a beautiful disaster says:
):
and after SOMETIME, JAJA plays the nice guy.
She's such a beautiful disaster says:
wait, JA, i can't side you after you've just raped me.
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
lyn
if only you could fly, you could help stupid children everywhere (quoted from get fuzzy) says:
i will bear responsibility!!
Seriously.
I feel violated.
-disinfect body-
Jaffe had a really pleasent
experience of being "woo-ed".
HAHAHAHA.
One hell of an experience.
:P
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 10:06 AM
